have you ever tried crying for no reason..
have you experienced crying in the middle of the day you dont even know why you are crying....
have you experienced hiding all your emotions?

ask me?!?
then i would have to say yes...

one tuesday afternoon...
i began feeling down..
despite of all the things i do....
there's something that would always remind me of something i would never want to think of...

i dont understand myself....
im like those psychotic people who cried for no reason...
(or maybe i know...)

fine!!!
i admit it....
all my emotions that i kept just came out....
leaving me burdting in tears...

imagine these circumstances where i hid my real feelings....
... i didnt cry when my boyfriend and i broke up...
...i was humiliated by my friend but i didnt care at all...
... i was abandoned by the person i dared risk my feelings..
...for the second time... i was left without any idea of the situation...
and a lot more...

i guess my friend's right!
my emotions are hunting me...
doing a bit of revenge for keeping them for a long time...

but hell... do i really have to release all these fucking emotions where in fact no one's there to listen...
when all are just pissed of all my neverending stories...
and when the people that caused these emotions doesnt even care!!!


im TIRED!!!

i need someone to sit beside me and listen to all my stories...

i need someone who is ready to meet the real me...

not that pretentious gurl who tries to please everyone and make everyone believe she's fine!